Pel ☘️ @pexl@beach.city

I’m Pel, and I’m a trans, genderless, soft-hearted geek in Texas. I’m bisexual, VERYromantic, 24, and polyamorous. I represent myself online as a fluffy white ferret.

I write UI code for a living. I love to draw cartoon animals and to discuss furries and fandom in a meta way. I own ~30 tamagotchis. I am passionate about robots and virtual pets of many kinds, including neopets and pokemon!

Talks about relationships, lewd, mental health, gender, weed, and alcohol.

(for my profile! Hello!)

I know that I am *cute*. I am grateful for that, that people generally enjoy my face. And, when it comes to my character, i really enjoy that he is cute! He's somehow allowed to be both cuter than me and more androgynous than me. I'm finally coming around to the idea of testosterone making me less cute, possibly. It's a trait that's helped me in a lot of ways, but none are very meaningful. It's lead people to the wrong conclusions about me just as often.

Sorry I haven’t posted art lately, I’ve been fucking obsessed with neopets/refurbishing old neopet art for Leopets. I’ll get over this fixation and get back to drawing my own stuff/stuff for my friends soon I’m sure

happy day!!
I love doodling while stoned so have this extremely self indulgent sketch

Today we awoke to the sound of our neighbors (a mom and a couple of little girls) outside our window (we sleep on the second story in a townhome complex). They were calling a pet repeatedly - Frieda. Then they started throwing a shoe upwards at our wall. Cody opened the window to see what they were doing and noticed that there was an iguana perched there. He, having JUST woken up mind you, popped the screen out of the window and LEANED WAY OUT OF IT to GRAB AN IGUANA off our wall. SUCCESSFULLY

my house is loaded up with snacks, bud, blunt wraps, we’ve got cannabutter in the crock pot... gonna be a lazy ass weekend!!

Volume up for tiny peep peeps drowned out by my goofy cartoon character laugh

This mama duck near my office adopted someone else’s clutch and now has many many children who all love her

I'm a fluffy, ambiguous boi... vaguely mustelid, vaguely boi, edges indistinct due to fluff

LOL, it turns out I've been overpaying my rent by $50 for the last 10 months. My landlady just noticed and told me I can just credit the money out of this month's payment. It's like I'm getting a tax return this year after all! 😂

Peligrin being his pants-optional self

It’s a weird feeling getting back on social media when the last few posts you made were really dramatically upset. I worry that I look like I was just lying or being dramatic if I want to try to be a goofball again

they're so clearly not designed by a furry, it's almost like i'm looking at that new snagglepuss comic or something

the idea of cramming a comic AND a cartoon AND a video game (and all the necessary education i DONT HAVE) into my spare time to achieve this sounds awful. It makes me want to cry, to imagine the amount of work that would be necessary to achieve even one of those things, and he thinks I'm going to do them all. is it lazy of me that all I want to do is survive? i already know whatever i try to do is going to be a failure and a waste.

My partner, trying to be encouraging, often insists to me that there is some huge project in my future, a video game based off my own cartoon based off my own comic. he says stuff like "it's obviously in your DESTINY to make a video game!" he is trying to be encouraging but all i can think about is how I spent a huge amount of energy in four years of school just to be kind-of good at the job I already have and HAVE to keep in order to survive.

really what i want is to be unaligned. even when I'm feeling 'more male' it's under a playful pretense, kind of tongue-in-cheek, a concession with my culture that i have the energy to make because I feel ok-enough. i'm feeling very unaligned and bitter right now

i cannot deny that sometimes I feel way more male aligned and almost comfortable with being called A Man and other times I am nauseated at the idea of being aligned to any gender. i've always really hated the idea of calling myself genderfluid though. I don't WANT to be genderfluid. i'm already taking up so much space. i just want to be ok

remember walkie talkies being one of the best gifts you could get? i miss when i was a little kid in a rural neighborhood with other little kids and all i really wanted was a long distance walkie talkie set so i could talk to my friends the next pasture over