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Hi, I am Zen. A bisexual polyamorous Jedi Knight.

I like to write, code, and build electronic gadgets. Avid roleplayer either tabletop or in the virtual world of Second Life.

Both mentally ill (Bipolar I) and chronically ill (Dermatomyositis with Interstitial Lung Disease) and while people may think I should not let my illnesses define me, they impact every moment of my life and are not easily dismissed. This is my lived reality.

Constantly evolving.

Medical procedure 

Medical procedure 

You don't want to sell me death sticks. You want to go home and rethink your life.

youtu.be/ELPlgKB9n8E

Drugs 

I am just to the part in The Force Awakens where Rey gives Maz Kanata a big fuck you because Joseph Campbell says the hero has to refuse the call to adventure.

Compassion guides us to acknowledge the pain of others rather than distract them from it.

I am watching a lot of Star Wars today. I am realizing that it is a coping mechanism for being unhappy.

I loved this, but I have loved behind the scenes stuff since seeing the making of Star Wars TV special as a young child.

youtu.be/2SKVhvSh3Og

Drugs 

Probably the best hour and 23 minutes I spent today watching this. A conversation with Brené Brown & Russell Brand

youtu.be/SM1ckkGwqZI

I need to get some Coca-Cola in a glass bottle so I can use my Millenium Falcon bottle opener my uncle gave me.

Upon reflection what I want more than a Solo 2 movie is a Lando Movie.

Ever have one of those days, where you suddenly feel your optimism has been grossly misplaced?

lewd, drugs 

“Anything that’s human is mentionable, and anything that is mentionable can be more manageable. When we can talk about our feelings, they become less overwhelming, less upsetting, and less scary. The people we trust with that important talk can help us know that we are not alone.”

― Fred Rogers

Star Wars nerd feeling sorry for himself (poverty) 

health, medical procedures 

Overwhelming emotion 

"It takes strength to resist the dark side, only the weak embrace it." -- Obi Wan Kenobi

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