Norintha @Norintha@beach.city

Gentle reminder that my stories will now be at https://write.beach.city/norintha/
And you can follow @norintha
To get a toot whenever I publish a story.

Meds are back and I'm doing so much better with them. It's nice to not constantly feel like I'm in an amped and paranoid state.

Rationing meds while I wait for a new Medicaid card so I can get the refill.

Kinda really sucks, would not recommend.

A community I was in had to eject an abuser yesterday and it's been highly stressful. I don't really feel like going into details but it sure sent back a flood of memories from when I was 21 and the same basic thing happened to me.

I just realized I'm in the depths of a depression fit again.

I was able to focus and get stuff done at the start of the week with a bit of adderall, but aside from that it's been a massive slog to do *anything*

Having power issues, and waiting on editing to get done on some stories.

Been enjoying the Arkham Horror LCG. It's nice to not play booster lotto.

For those keeping track, I'm at 65 shorts and 121,000 words and change. Plus the 8 long chapters that total up to about 35,000 words. And I've got twelve more short ideas as well :)

Had a major inspiration spree today, wrote almost 3,800 words today finishing both a long chapter and a short story.

Got another appointment with the shitty clinic today. Gonna slag them once I have my refills in my hands regardless.

I'm even madder about it this morning. Imagine Mrs Scarlett from the Clue movie talking about flames coming out of her face and you wouldn't be far off. I know every place can't have health care as good as the bay, but this is criminal, I genuinely want their fucking licenses as trophies.

Somehow bloodwork gets negotiated to a telemedicine call. I call at the time my appointment was supposed and they said they would call me, and there was someone ahead of me. They never called me, but when we called again an hour and fifteen minutes later they said they had and that they had left messages as well which they hadn't. Also they couldn't even tell me what time my appointment was. Fucking incompetent shit heads all the way up.

Sunrise Community Health in Loveland Colorado is just a bunch of bigoted fucks. From the TERF who refused to prescribe to me, to the guy who said I wasn't trans enough for HRT, to the OTHER TERF who refused to see me, but also didn't even tell me to my face and wasted a good deal of my time to boot. Then the medical director of the chain who thinks 5 is half of 20. They called me again holding my Seroquel hostage for bloodwork (which isn't needed)

I'm gonna play another scenario or two before breaking into deck building, but from the cards I've seen perusing the player cards, this is gonna be a ton of fun.

Been playing Arkham Horror the card game. It's a lot of fun, and nice to play something that isn't collectable.

I turned 37 today!

I'm so exhausted and people who are far away from me keep demanding attention.